You have been a part of my life for far too long. I've lost count of the many times you've consumed every inch of my being.
You tear me down when I'm strong, and devour me when I'm weak.
You and my vivid imagination work viciously together to make every intrusive thought burst to life and become my latest obsession.
This doesn't make any sense. My life is filled with love and happiness, yet you find every way not to accept it.
Good things happen and you ri
Sex education classes are mandatory in most middle and high schools, but we are hardly taught about the nooks of our brains which can cause unpleasant thoughts and images to haunt our dreams, and even reality. We are clueless on the deep, dark places our minds can take us, and how difficult it can be to catch a breath of air after being under for so long. Not everyone knows thoughts are uncontrollable, that what we think isn't always true or real.
We know all about the sore
Even though I spent so much time taking care of other children, nothing prepared me for the many obstacles I've had as a mother, and continue to have. I've had so many ups and downs on this roller coaster, that I don't even know which way is which, or how I'm even keeping my kid alive.
"Mommy knows best" is bullshit because I don't always know what to do or say to make things right with my child.
I don't always hold my composure when things don't go the way I think they sho
My life exists on the tip of the iceberg.
People only see what lies on the surface.
Smiles. Laughter. Happiness.
I do have those things.
I AM happy.
I carry a smile on my face, leave my problems private, so it's not to burden others with the negativity I've created in my own mind.
At times, I can't help but to burst at the seams and allow what's beneath to pour out of my heart.
I try so hard to please everyone, to make sure they're taken care of.
I exhaust myself in t